Gone are the days... good days .. Uma days..

Uma is almost turned a 'cashier'. And I've turned a 'pauper' ... of (not money) good days.
But she's still with me. Particularly at night. I feel her (virtual) choodum choorum ( ചൂടും ചൂരും) almost all nights.
With Uma days (which I am still hopeful to return) , I had and used the hardware and software. Uma shared those with me. Now, the hardware is different, but the software is same.
Uma , you know well, resides in me. She is my software now, Remani is just my dump terminal.

But I must tell you.. Remani tries to erase off all Uma software from me. That's why she shares her hardware... thinking that I 'll erase (or will automatically erase ) off all those. That's why Remani plays to my fantacies and tunes.

I know for sure, Remani can't be a replacement for Uma. Uma is Uma is Uma. And that can't change. May be she's away for sometime. But she'll be back .. sooner than later.
Having all my cards flopped, I am thinking of a new card. Uma, in the absence of any right trump card, is quiet now.
I am expecting a call from Vasu. I know, he has to call me anytime in a week's time. Padma is due for her checkup with the Doctor. I'll make them turnup here, atleast for a couple of days. Those two days must be the critical ones. I'll play my trump. But, Padma the Joker is equally a trump.. You know .. !

Busy times

Uma had a very busy time. Last saturday, Vasu came in. He left yesterday (Sunday) evening. With her father and Kunjamma here, its but natural that Uma must have been busy. Yeah.. that's what really was.

Though Padma informed Vasu about her extended treatment and the need for postponing her return, Vasu couldn't stay. He talked to me, and I explained to him that there's nothing wrong, but would be better to extend the treatment for a week more. However, Vasu was worried about Padma, and that's why he started straight to us. He reached here on Saturday morning. Fortunately, Pai was with us to pick him from the Rly station, that too early in the morning. Later, Vasu went to the clinic, with Padma. Probably he wanted to confirm that there's nothing to worry, from the doctor.

In the evening, on my return from office (I came very late, as I was very busy with my dues), Vasu sat with me for a long time. He was worried over his wife. I could convince him that there's nothing wrong, and the decision is right. And then we celebrated our meeting. We're chewing our golden days.. good old days.. He was enjoying.

But, for me , the chewing was interrupted with the sparks.. Sparks of memories of my intimate moments with Padma. Oh.. I am with one, with whom I've to be very cautious .. ! Padma's his wife !! Oh ..

On Sunday, again, I had a very busy schedule. I had to go to my office for handling certain issues. I could return by 4.30 pm only. Vasu left home, immediately on my reaching. Pai had a restless day.

Uma, in the evening was complaining. She wanted to tell me something very important. I said "We'll see tomorrow", and winked at her.

Return of a delicacy

Uma came in today morning and reminded me that Vasu would be coming on Saturday. Infact, she came to me to show some of the pictures she took on my 'fancy dress'. Yesterday, she made me dress up like a girl ( no, like a lady .. she gave me her garments !). A bit later on that !

Padma is planning to return home, on completing her treatment on Friday. Vasu is expected here on Saturday, and the couple would return on Sunday.

I think I must ask Padma to stay here for some more time. When its feast time, one should enjoy eating that. The feast is now readily available, but I have certain reservations to enjoy that. In effect, I am starving, though the feast is right in my front !

During the last 5 days, I didnot have my midnight feast. I'm scared of Uma.. if she catches me .. that would be a serious issue. 'Payye thinnaal panayum thinnaam '.

I'll talk to the doctor, for extending Padma's treatment, may be for a week atleast. I shall tell you the result today evening. Moreover, I've to discuss with Uma regrading the programme. Uma's consent is a must these days !

Scary day

Uma , yesterday evening , had a minute's chat with me. She was like a Police inspector inquiring a case. And that's why she was questioning me on the morning chat.

As I had told you, Uma, yesterday in the morning, had a lengthy narration of her erotic experience with her Kunjamma over the last few days. As a conclusion, she commented "that's why I told you, things are much beyond what you think, Maamma". I was surprised over her comment. Again, with a sigh, came my words ' That's right... the truth is much beyond what you understand, Uma". My midnight quickies were trumpting in my mind. My face must have mirrored those thoughts. May be, Uma didn't get them.

But in the evening, I realised that I am wrong. That must be why Uma plunged in the evening to me and started the inquiry. She wanted to know, why I said so ? "Why.. why.. Uma, why do you ask me so ?" I tried to play it down by my defense.

How can I hint her that Padma is covering up her games ? How can I say that Padma is very shrewed and clever in this relationships ?

Any suspicion in Uma's mind would become a blow over me. Padma knows that well. I hope Uma didn't get any clues. So, I decided not to make any midnight affair, on this day. Added to this, the whole night I was worried.. Why did Uma laugh at me when she returned ? Is she palying another clever game of hiding something ? Chchey... that can't be !