Gifting self

Uma's absence makes me dull. That's true . But as you could sense, that can't make me mad. I hope I told you a few weeks back that I am looking for new relationships to buildup (no... sustain) my life. And, success is not always in our stride. Failures do happen. But the right attitude is to take them all positively, as stepping stone to success. That's what I do now.
My recent attempts to build new relationships are not really fruitful. What I had in my arms length have proved to be not the right ones. May be they think different and their motives are different. 'Money only' for some of them. That.. anyway is not digestible to me. So I skip them off and look for neweravenues.

While i am driving my desires, kindly keep coming and look for my earlier experiences.

But one thing is sure. It's a closed chapter with Uma.  So what I have been gifting her, and what she has been to me, now turns different. I am gifting myself. Let me see if someone comes down to receive my gifts !

Thaar - a gift for someone you love !

Uma once did this way. With an 'ottamundu' and blouse. Ofcourse with the most erotic inner one. It looked something like this.


























I had this beautiful and arousing pic since long. It is a precious one among my collections. I didn't share this so far with anyone. Now, this is a gift to "Superman" !

Oh... what a kick it gives me ! How about you !!

Onam gift - Choodum choorum ( ചൂടും ചൂരും )

Uma's gift reached me on last Sunday evening. I was at home, when the courier man brought it. I opened the packet (in my room) . An expensive shirt ! I closed the pack and left in the cupboard, planning to wear it on Tuesday (Uthraadanaal).
"ഉത്രാടനാളുച്ചക്ക് കോടി ഉടുക്കണം' എന്നാണല്ലോ ചൊല്ല് ? So, I decided to wear it on Tuesday.
On Monday morning, I had a chat with Uma, for over 30 minutes. She asked me how the gift is , and whether I liked it. I said "sure... I'd like anything that you send ...". I also asked her why she close such an expensive one, while I prefer only moderate ones. She said that's not that expensive .. but the inside piece is really 'expensive" ! She also said "none else in this world would get this item ".
I didn't catch her. "What's that " I asked.
"Did you not open the shirt and see ?' she asked me.
"No .. I saw the shirt ... liked its color and collar-cut in particular... and put back the cover in the cupboard" I said.
"Oh... you missed it .. Please open and see the packet in full.... Then call me again" Uma said and closed the chat.
During the daytime, I was quite busy with my work, and the 'Onam preparations' for the people around me. In the evening, at home, I was relaxing with a dose of 8PM, and I suddenly remembered Uma's gift. I opened the packet... and opened up the shirt. Oh... there's something more inside. I carefully opened the shirt in full, and there came out a folded cloth ! ... a used cloth !.
I opened it ... and to my surprise, it was a thaar mundu .. used one... must have been in use for a month atleast... The thaar mundu itself had the "choodum choorum" of a thaar worn and just removed. Oh... this must have been worn overnight.. and packed in the morning... for not to lose it's choodum choorum. And then sent me ! Thank you Uma, I said. My words would have certainly reached her at he moment.

I spent almost an hour inhaling the honey-like odour of her thaar. The creases on the thaar mundu were a feast for my eyes ! The valuable gift was on my face and chest for the whole night that day.

Unusual gift

Uma was very busy in the morning on Monday. She was on the sewing machine, right from early morning, and till almost the lunch time. On Sunday, she had to say "sorry" to two of her clients (girls in the neighbourhood !) Having promised to return thier churidaars stiched by Sunday, and having not completed the work, she had failed in her duty. Everyone must be prompt in their work - that's what I've been telling this girl. But I know, Uma used to be very punctual and prompt, and delivers her work right in time. But you know, she was otherwise very busy, and that made her slip her promptness.

Monday morning, by 7 AM, Pai was ready. Padma was to go to the doctor's place for commencing her ayurvedic treatment. When I came out, at about 7.15, Uma was busy instructing Pai and her Kunjamma (Yes instructing Kunjamma !) , about the time schedules. She told them to be back by 1.30, so that she can go for the practical classes. Earlier, Uma told me that she would go by bus to the Institute. But, I insisted her not to go by bus, and to go by our car. She was too happy.

Remani reached our home by 6.30 am. Uma, in the early morning, made breakfast (Idly and chutney.. what else , so fast !) . Remani got into action straight immediately then.

Poor lady.. she does everything for me.. Yeah, I'll take care of her, and she knows that well .

Later, Uma told me that Padma had her light breakfast. Pai did not take anything, for want of time. I told her to take care of that.. and no one should go without their food. I asked her to talk to Remani and do the necessary. She must have done that.

I didnot go to office. I called Annie and told her to take care. "Yes sir" she made fun of me. These girls you know .. are very funny ! I had my plans to reinstall my virtual eyes. And I did that. Now, two eyes are in Uma's bed room.

At about 12, I went in to Uma's room. She was stiching a blouse. "How come a blouse now ? " I asked. "For Kunjamma.. " she replied. "She brought only two blouses, thinking that they'll be returning in a day or two.". Now that she has to be here for over a month, she is in need of atleast a couple of blouses and bodice more. Sarees are available.. Uma's. Blouse bits, white cotton for bodice, paavadas and panties are already bought (on saturday, when they were returning after their trip.) . That's why Uma was busy making blouses and bodice.

Padma came back at abt 1.20, and Uma was getting ready to go to the Institute. Pai took his lunch hurriedly. By 1.45, Uma left for her classes. After lunch, I went in to my room. and my PC was on. I clicked on my virtual eyes, and both eyes were active. But no one was in their room.

Monday morning was very unique. Because, I got a unique gift right in the early morning.., by about 5.15 am. Uma came in to my room, thrown the gift on to my face, and left immediately to the kitchen. The fragrance of her ...... its not her thaar mundu today, but her panty . Yeah, yesterday night, she didnot change her dress, but went to sleep with her churidar and panty on.

I decided to tell her, to ensure the thaar in the night.. and the gift must come in the morning.