Uma is almost turned a 'cashier'. And I've turned a 'pauper' ... of (not money) good days.
But she's still with me. Particularly at night. I feel her (virtual) choodum choorum ( ചൂടും ചൂരും) almost all nights.
With Uma days (which I am still hopeful to return) , I had and used the hardware and software. Uma shared those with me. Now, the hardware is different, but the software is same.
Uma , you know well, resides in me. She is my software now, Remani is just my dump terminal.
But I must tell you.. Remani tries to erase off all Uma software from me. That's why she shares her hardware... thinking that I 'll erase (or will automatically erase ) off all those. That's why Remani plays to my fantacies and tunes.
I know for sure, Remani can't be a replacement for Uma. Uma is Uma is Uma. And that can't change. May be she's away for sometime. But she'll be back .. sooner than later.
Having all my cards flopped, I am thinking of a new card. Uma, in the absence of any right trump card, is quiet now.
I am expecting a call from Vasu. I know, he has to call me anytime in a week's time. Padma is due for her checkup with the Doctor. I'll make them turnup here, atleast for a couple of days. Those two days must be the critical ones. I'll play my trump. But, Padma the Joker is equally a trump.. You know .. !
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