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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Two heads and four boobs (രണ്ട് തലയും നാല് മുലയും )

Uma is not very happy with my decision to put Remani with me here. I could get the message over her voice.
I told you last day, that since Remani’s sons are away for their livelihood, Remani would be lonely at her home. At my instance, and with the full agreement of her sons, Remani is now living with me. (She’s let out her house for rent). Yesterday, (Sunday), she shifted her stay to my home. Now she is my full time care-taker ! (I don’t get any other word to explain her). She was my care taker for day time, till last Saturday, and over the last four years.

If you wonder who this Remani is, I request you to scan through some of the earlier posts, where I made my innocent revelations. And about our relationship.
Remani’s my love from my age of 19 (she at her 15). She lived with my grand mother for over 7 years (I was only a frequent visitor to my Grand mother). She was certainly not a servant girl (assistant to my GM), but was a part of our family. At my age of 22 (she at her 18), I left the place to newer pastures, to earn my own livelihood (and to become free !). Those three years, Remani had been my heart-throb, and ‘everything’. But for external actions (softwork), I never had any extreme mischievous acts (hardwork) with her.
After many years, when she left my GM’s home, she told me … in our den … that she’ll be mine a day…. But ‘destiny’ played a lot .. all mischievous and sometimes cruel .. .. and many unexpecteds happened … and she did not become mine. But after a few years more, she became mine … but not fully. She was mine all along mentally. But not physically mine. I remember, she promised me at many instances .. “I’ll be your’s .. one day ..”.
And that day is now here. That’s just yesterday. Remani became mine, in its full sense. But … there are still some strings attached … it’s all with thorns..
Uma’s not happy with Remani’s return. For she knows that Remani is more ‘mine’, than her. Uma is quite smart, to realize that my innocent relationship with her may not last longer, for I don’t have any rights over Uma. That’s what exactly happened now. The innocent relationship, starting with a ‘stiff saree tip’ has grown into a multidimensional life. Something which never can be turned back, or forgotten. Uma is certainly aware of the weak elements in this innocent relationship. May be that’s why she herself is playing a game of delayed tactics. But I am still hopeful, and is expecting the continued flow of relationship. That’s why all these revelations !
Another point I get struck in my mind is the old saying “randu thala cherum, naalu mula cherilla’ { രണ്ട് തല ചേരും, നാല് മുല ചേരില്ല }. That’s true. Women are jealous … they don’t like other women to enter their personal zones. That’s the case with Uma too. She won’t like Remani to come any closer to me. But Uma’s well aware that Remani, by default, is in my innermost.
Uma went home, on her summoned by her father, a few days before the developments with Remani. So, Uma’s also aware that it’s not any my game plan. May be that the destiny decided all these. Calling Uma back home, and then calling Remani in here. I am not a party to these happenings. It just happened. That’s why all these innocent revelations.

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