Two drops of my heart

Uma is getting wedded today, At 12.15 noon.
I am not attending the function. Yesterday I talked to Vasu, and bluffed him about my (great !) inconvenience. In fact, he told me that he knew it earlier (about my absence). Padma must have hinted on my emotions. But Vasu was cool.
And I talked to Uma in the night yesterday. I wished her "all the best ". On my request, she agreed to remove all my contact details from her mobile phone. Though she said that's not any concern, I said that could be one for you. She cleared all call history too. But she would certainly call me. She can dial me anytime she wishes. So, I am left with a hope.... she may call me anytime... anyday... !

But today ... I've decided to spend the whole day with the warmth of her virtual presence here... and ofcourse embracing the gift she gave me. It gives me her 'choodum choorum'. Certainly, a few drops of the liquid gold would act as a catalyst for my thoughts and emotions to get volatile.

Pai, as usual, came in the morning, to take me to the office. I told him I am not well, and I am not going to office today. He was watching me ... rather staring at me. He is aware of the importance of this day.
"Sir... don't feel bad... don't cry .. you are childish.. " he said. I was surprised ! Am I crying ? Do I look like that ?
"But I am not crying ... why do you make such comments..? " I asked him.
"Sir.. your eyes are wet and watery ... I can see two drops shining in your eyes ... may be you are not crying..." he said in a very low tone.
"Why should I ..? but I feel feverish ... that's why.." I said.
Pai returned with specific reminder to call him if I need any assistance.
"Yes... " I told him. But I won't need anyone today ... I'll try to make myself live with the 'choodum choorum' of her.

I think the nature also is quite sad. That's why it's so gloomy and dull today. The nature is crying too. It rains intermittently here. I can also hear the feeble hiccups , the thunder. The nature has its emotions ... of grief and loss of hope. That's mine too.
The sun didn't dare to show himself today. He's hiding. That's why my mind is too dark today.

Thursday, 29 October, 2009

Uma gets her sacred knot on this day. That's on next thursday. On that day, in the morning hours, she's getting married. The venue is at the sacred place , Vaikom.
Last day, when she called me, I asked her preparedness for the married life. She replied, but hazy.
What she said was that "a woman needs a man, not for a day or year, but for a life". And that's what she has committed. A man for a life.
I wished her, honestly, a good life. I think that's what I can do best.
However, I asked her about the golden moments she shared with me. She said, "I'll keep the moments golden for ever, in my mind. And ... who knows... there could be more moments coming through ... ".
That was a consoling reply to my emotional bursts I made with her.

Uma, all the best ! I wish you a happy married life !!

Marriage

Uma's marriage is now close by. She informed me earlier that she'll be coming to me before the marriage ... to invite me ! But now it looks she is not turning up. That's why Vasu called me yesterday night.
He invited me to the marriage at Vaikom. He expressed his inability to meet in person, as he is quite busy on marriage arrangements. I said Ok, and accepted his invitation.
But I don't know whether I would attend the marriage.

Thaar - a gift for someone you love !

Uma once did this way. With an 'ottamundu' and blouse. Ofcourse with the most erotic inner one. It looked something like this.


























I had this beautiful and arousing pic since long. It is a precious one among my collections. I didn't share this so far with anyone. Now, this is a gift to "Superman" !

Oh... what a kick it gives me ! How about you !!

Enchantress

Uma is silent these days. And I too am. She'll be here in week's time.
But she's virtually with me always . My enchantress !
Before I use the word, I had a look at the meaning of the word "enchantress". Yes, for me she is a lady of great charm and fascination. Yes she is magical too !

Anything can be enchanting, if it is magical, and if it is fascinating. Like our own Kerala.

Kerala is Enchanting !
Recently, I happened to visit a site on Kerala. "Enchanting Kerala !"
There are two sites on the same name, but one is .com, and the other is .org .
Both are worth a visit . Please try.

http://enchantingkerala.org


Enchantingkerala.com

Eyes on roof-top

Uma used to laugh ... on one of my habits. Once, I told her of my habit. And later, she used to show me, if my interests are visible. Though Uma is not with me now, I remember her whenever I see something of that sort.

I am talking about my habit of looking around, even on rooftops ! You know, I look at cloth lines. Something of interest will catch my eyes. Today, when I was in my office, my eyes made a quick scan. And on the next roof-top ... ther's something.
that's what you see below.
Now, the question is ... Identify the items. Atleast the left three. Anyone?

Moncy-Hub

Uma haven't seen this "hub". I suggest you may try this. Some good photographs !

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HubPages

Ionia's cut

Uma gave me a clue on 'Neelathamara'. Right. While I was surfing on the web, I came across with another snap. I have that picture here, just because this resembles very much with Ionia's.
But it's not this tight for Ionia !

Neelathaamara

Uma discovered this. The matter is not that simple for me. That's why she phoned me up last day night.
She said, "... it seems the movie "Neelathaamara" would be nice. It has what you love most". This tempted me to look for some pictures on the web. Yes... I could get some, but the clips below are indicative of that erotic lovely stuff. Yeah... I'm referring to the Thaar !
A close look at the clips here gives a sign of that (but not conclusive). So, I decided to watch that movie at the earliest opportunity.
Or, did any of you see that movie ? How's that ?

You may watch more photographs of this beauty at www.kerala9.com