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Monday, August 24, 2009

Expectations ... the motivator

Uma's promise will be fulfilled this week. I am talking about the promise she made last day regarding an Onam gift. Infact, yesterday too, when I talked to her, she didn't disclose what it would be. So I left it to my imaginations. Whatever it would be, I love it so much, and it would certainly kick start my emotional surges. I am eagerly looking forward to receiving that ! May be, by Thusday or Friday, I would be receiving that. Uma told me that she is planning to shop today (that's Monday). She is going to Ernakulam today morning, but with Padma, for Onam shopping. Vasu would take care of their shop today.
In the meantime, I thought of reciprocating the same. I've been thinking of what I would send her for Onam. I suggested, and asked her whether to send a good 'settu mundu' or 'set saree' from Karalkada. But she declined to that. She said : "Please don't send anything ... that may trigger a new series of firings and complications .." . And she continued "I'll get your gifts next time I visit you...." She also told me that she has to confidentially arrage for sending the gift to me. She would easily manage that.
That left me with a good feel . She has a hope (and may be a plan !) to meet me ! That's a good hope. I told you I have been trying to bring her back. But my strategies failed miserably ... and that's why I left the idea. Uma , as you know, didnot take an active role in a reunion either. That killed all my efforts, and the hopes.
Now that her words are encouraging, I'll wait... and hope for a new life to my relationship with Uma.

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