Uma is still at her garden ! Let all flowers blossom !
I am asking myself now. What happened to you for the last ten days ?
Sorry... I am very much here... but I am not able to write. My mind is scraping down barren hills. Let it get green !
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
New avataars
Uma was very jovial, when I talked to her yesterday morning. She said she is on a holiday ! And Vasu is at the shop. So Uma had a lot of time to chat with me. But I did cut short the chat, as I had a guest at home.
Infact, it was not a guest, it was a pair. By around 11 AM, Ionia turned up. She had her mother too accompanying her. They had their Sunday visit to the Church, and made their way down to me.
I was happy to receive Ionia, but was in the back burner with her mother's presence. We sat in the drawing for sometime, chatting on Church and prayers. And certainly, the election results came in and we discussed. Ionia was watching me closely. Her mother, Gloria, was very talkative and participated in the chat. An hour was spent.
Ionia and Gloria, was sympathising on me, as if I lost something very important. That's true, I lost something very important, but Ionias' tone was quite different. I tried to cut them down, by switching over to other topics. In a minute, I woke up and moved up my room. I was expecting Pai, for my lunch. I wanted to take a bath, before I take my lunch. I called Ionia, a bit loud, and said I'll join you in two minutes.
May be that Ionia smelt it, she came up the stairs, to me. I was surprised. I didn't expect her, as her mother was present. However, Ionia was quite sportive and smart, and she started to talk to me.
Ionia was wearing a light blue kurta. It's transluscent stuff showed all she had inside. Only a bra, and without a shimmy. The bra was quite wide at the rear, and that itself was something very interesting. I told her that she looks great in the dress. She smiled and came close to me. I was a bit tensed, as her mother was there. I slowly reminded her about that. She said .."don't worry..".
But I was not in a mood to play. I told her, "I am not well.... I'll talk to you tomorrow".
Ionia was nice, she said "yeah..yeah..". And in the next few minutes, Ionia and Gloria returned. I accompanied them to the gate, and I was very particular to invite them to drop in any time.
Gloria smiled at me and said... "yes..yes...I'll come down in a day or two..".
I was quite happy. And Ionia too. I turned back and walked up the stairs to my bed room.
Infact, it was not a guest, it was a pair. By around 11 AM, Ionia turned up. She had her mother too accompanying her. They had their Sunday visit to the Church, and made their way down to me.
I was happy to receive Ionia, but was in the back burner with her mother's presence. We sat in the drawing for sometime, chatting on Church and prayers. And certainly, the election results came in and we discussed. Ionia was watching me closely. Her mother, Gloria, was very talkative and participated in the chat. An hour was spent.
Ionia and Gloria, was sympathising on me, as if I lost something very important. That's true, I lost something very important, but Ionias' tone was quite different. I tried to cut them down, by switching over to other topics. In a minute, I woke up and moved up my room. I was expecting Pai, for my lunch. I wanted to take a bath, before I take my lunch. I called Ionia, a bit loud, and said I'll join you in two minutes.
May be that Ionia smelt it, she came up the stairs, to me. I was surprised. I didn't expect her, as her mother was present. However, Ionia was quite sportive and smart, and she started to talk to me.
Ionia was wearing a light blue kurta. It's transluscent stuff showed all she had inside. Only a bra, and without a shimmy. The bra was quite wide at the rear, and that itself was something very interesting. I told her that she looks great in the dress. She smiled and came close to me. I was a bit tensed, as her mother was there. I slowly reminded her about that. She said .."don't worry..".
But I was not in a mood to play. I told her, "I am not well.... I'll talk to you tomorrow".
Ionia was nice, she said "yeah..yeah..". And in the next few minutes, Ionia and Gloria returned. I accompanied them to the gate, and I was very particular to invite them to drop in any time.
Gloria smiled at me and said... "yes..yes...I'll come down in a day or two..".
I was quite happy. And Ionia too. I turned back and walked up the stairs to my bed room.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Jokes of the Supreme
Uma is very happy, it looks. Though she said a few words of consolation to me, I know she don't really mean that . After all, she is a lady. It's not surprising. Remember ? I told you once.. "four boobs never match..". That's why Remani's exit is a joy for Uma.
I had one of the most painful and disappointing experiences of my life last day. My "in-person" , and more of my "in-lady" is not with me now. Remani left me yesterday, for Bangalore, to join her son there.
I hope I told you that Remani's son (senior) got a job there. He wanted his mother to be with him. He is now capable enough to look after his mother.
Remani's son called me two weeks back. He asked me whether he can take his mother with him. Oh God, what else can I answer, but to say "Yes..Yes..". Infact, Remani was not too happy, as she has to leave me. But you know, the rules are not that way. She has to go with her son. How can she be with me for long, when she is "no one "to me. So, I asked Remani to prepare for leaving me.
Following days were quite tense for me . I could n't digest that I am left alone. But you know.. I've to live with the situations. Afterall, I am not inclined to trouble anyone. I wish a better life for Remani, than I could give her. But she knows well what difference it makes between her choices.
After two days, Remani agreed that she will join her son. She said she is not at all happy, but is leaving on two accounts.
It's her son calling.
It's me advicing her to join her son.
That was enough for her to decide positive on her shift. Next day I did arrange for her travel. I entrusted Pai to arrange for ticket, new cloths, and so on. Infact I wanted her to fly to Bangalore. But she insisted for a train journey.
Yesterday was, incidently, Edavam 1. Pai took her to the temple, early in the morning. On her return, Remani came to me, and sat with me, on my bed, for quite sometime. She didn't utter a word, nor I could. we exchanged our emotions through the eyes. But that was much more vibrant and meaningful than anything else. I could read her mind well, and may be she did that tto on my mind. She told me "I'll return shortly ..." . But I don't expect she could do that.
And she left by train in the afternoon. I did not go to the Railway Station to see her off. Frankly, I avoided the moment of farewell. I was afraid... I may cry.
But I did that at home. The whole of the day I was weeping... may be tears got dried up. But the 'liquid gold' saved me from a crash. Thanks to Pai for my stock of that sacred drink.
Pai returned to me in the evening. He too looked dull. I know , my feels are for him too. He always is empathetic. Pai stayed with me in the night too. He didn't want me to be left alone, and thats why he refused to return home that night.
Today, I decided to come out of my worries. So, I decided to have my routines as usual. Pai, however, managed to get me my essentials. That's how I am in my office now. Ionia was here a few minutes back. But I couldn't tell her any joke. May be I'll do that tomorrow. And you know, the life itself is a joke. The joke of the ultimate joker ! The supreme power ! And we are all pawns in the hands of this supreme joker.
I had one of the most painful and disappointing experiences of my life last day. My "in-person" , and more of my "in-lady" is not with me now. Remani left me yesterday, for Bangalore, to join her son there.
I hope I told you that Remani's son (senior) got a job there. He wanted his mother to be with him. He is now capable enough to look after his mother.
Remani's son called me two weeks back. He asked me whether he can take his mother with him. Oh God, what else can I answer, but to say "Yes..Yes..". Infact, Remani was not too happy, as she has to leave me. But you know, the rules are not that way. She has to go with her son. How can she be with me for long, when she is "no one "to me. So, I asked Remani to prepare for leaving me.
Following days were quite tense for me . I could n't digest that I am left alone. But you know.. I've to live with the situations. Afterall, I am not inclined to trouble anyone. I wish a better life for Remani, than I could give her. But she knows well what difference it makes between her choices.
After two days, Remani agreed that she will join her son. She said she is not at all happy, but is leaving on two accounts.
It's her son calling.
It's me advicing her to join her son.
That was enough for her to decide positive on her shift. Next day I did arrange for her travel. I entrusted Pai to arrange for ticket, new cloths, and so on. Infact I wanted her to fly to Bangalore. But she insisted for a train journey.
Yesterday was, incidently, Edavam 1. Pai took her to the temple, early in the morning. On her return, Remani came to me, and sat with me, on my bed, for quite sometime. She didn't utter a word, nor I could. we exchanged our emotions through the eyes. But that was much more vibrant and meaningful than anything else. I could read her mind well, and may be she did that tto on my mind. She told me "I'll return shortly ..." . But I don't expect she could do that.
And she left by train in the afternoon. I did not go to the Railway Station to see her off. Frankly, I avoided the moment of farewell. I was afraid... I may cry.
But I did that at home. The whole of the day I was weeping... may be tears got dried up. But the 'liquid gold' saved me from a crash. Thanks to Pai for my stock of that sacred drink.
Pai returned to me in the evening. He too looked dull. I know , my feels are for him too. He always is empathetic. Pai stayed with me in the night too. He didn't want me to be left alone, and thats why he refused to return home that night.
Today, I decided to come out of my worries. So, I decided to have my routines as usual. Pai, however, managed to get me my essentials. That's how I am in my office now. Ionia was here a few minutes back. But I couldn't tell her any joke. May be I'll do that tomorrow. And you know, the life itself is a joke. The joke of the ultimate joker ! The supreme power ! And we are all pawns in the hands of this supreme joker.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Blouse
Uma must be smiling now. Again, my eyes catch something special.
Fashionable blouse.... The front is very special... a white padded one ... padding on boobs only ...
The transparency makes it red hot, as the color of the blouse.
Fashionable blouse.... The front is very special... a white padded one ... padding on boobs only ...
The transparency makes it red hot, as the color of the blouse.
Thaar in Bombay
Uma used to make fun of me when I show her some unique pictures. So, Uma must be doing that right now. However, I think I must share what I saw in a newspaper, with you. It's thaar from Bombay !!
The pictures are from the outskirts of Bombay.
Uma used to accuse me that I always look at things in an erotic or sexy sense. I think that's nothing bad. Infact I strongly feel that I am looking for 'beautiful' things of life, and that's quite natural. Beauty is where sex is, it's where love is !
The pictures are from the outskirts of Bombay.
Uma used to accuse me that I always look at things in an erotic or sexy sense. I think that's nothing bad. Infact I strongly feel that I am looking for 'beautiful' things of life, and that's quite natural. Beauty is where sex is, it's where love is !
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