Fragrance

Uma is very particular about her body odour. She keeps herself and her environment very clean and without any bad odour. That's why she herself spreads her fragrance ! She uses only natural products for this. Her frangrance is not from any perfume sparys !

Uma used to tell the power of thulasi, veppu, panikoorkka, raamacham, and ofcourse the flowers. She keeps a bunch of veppila and thulasi in her cupboard. These leaves are sandwiched between layers of washed, dried and folded garments. That's why even her thaar mundu smells very exciting. She uses raw manjal (made into a paste) over her body, atleast once a week. This being an anti-bacterial agent, it clears off all body odours. Added to that, she puts some thulasi and panikkorkka leaves in the bathing water in the copper vessel in the bath room, everyday evening, for next day bath. Moreover, she uses specially made hair oil. She makes the oil herself, using a number of herbs (including kattaar vaazha). May be, that makes her hair thick and shining black. Uma smells erotic!

But, what I wanted to tell you now is about Padma. She is not keen to have anything like Uma. She uses ordinary coconut oil, just plain water from the pipe line, and so on. May be, that's why she doesn't smell erotic as Uma, and may smell bad sometimes. As you know, a travel in the city for sometime ( even with an AC car !) could make you perspire and that would smell bad. I could feel it on Padma on the other day.  Her pusssy corner, armpits, and the neck was smelling bad. I gave a hint and she got it. 

But I think that body odour of her makes Padma different. That difference itself is enough to arouse me. May be that, I was excited in my second play with Padma, last midnight !

Courtesy call

Uma is happy these days. Infact, I'm watching her closely,  about her emotional status. I do not want her to be sad or gloomy, at any cost. So, I take all efforts to see that she is in good spirits always (not the spirits I usually talk of). 

Uma is maintaing a very good rapport with her kunjamma. And I think, Padma too is very cautious, and is keeping good with Uma. I am very happy about that. There's a saying in Malayalam : "Randu thala cherum, Naalu mula cherilla". This means : Two heads are compatible; Four boobs are not. (Two men go well, but two women won't go well.). This is true, and that's my experience all along.

When I wrote about mula, I suddenly remembered Padma's . Padma, as I told you earlier, is the proud owner of a pair of beautiful mula. Though not in big size, they look good. The beauty is mainly attributed to the maruku (black mark ) on her right mula.  The large black spot enhances the beauty. I had the opportunity for a very close look at her boobs.

That was on last Saturday. As I did the other day, I returned from my office by noon. Pai picked me up on the way back home ( after picking up Padma from the clinic). When we reached home, Uma was ready for going to the Institute. Pai didnot take his lunch, as Uma was adament to go immediately. I instructed Pai to take lunch from a hotel, and stay there, for Uma's return.

At home, Remani was waiting for me for lunch. She served my food, and returned to the kitchen (She won't stay with me , if other ladies are at home). After lunch, I went to my room. Curious about Padma, I opened my virtual eyes. Oh.. she's changing.. must be after the bath room activities. As usual, only a mundu and blouse. Nothing more inside ! She then went out ( must be to the dining).

I didn't sleep, for I used to have a nap in such afternoons. I've been reading the mags for sometime.. and it suddenly clicked to me that I should reciprocate Padma's visit to my bedroom last day. Thus I decided to do an exploration.. into an unattempted target.

Down I went, and everything was silent. In the kitchen, Remani is lying down, her usual afternoon rest (she won't sleep). I moved slowly to Uma's (Padma's) room. The door is half open, and she was sitting on the bed. Seeing me near the door, she woke up and came to the door. Smiling at me, she asked softly "Chettan kidannille ?". "Illa (no) " I replied . I stood near the door.. and she said "Varoo.. ivide irikkaam". Opening the door and showing the chair (near Uma's  table), that was an invitation. I walked in, and sat there. Padma was a bit nervous..  and that's why she forgot that she is not wearing a shawl (over her boobs). She had only her blouse, showing off her boobs well. I was looking sharp at them. Padma realised it and tried to pick her thorthu, and put over her breast. 

My message was clearly delivered. She, smiling, stood near the table... and picked a thread for the chat... "enta urangathathu..  rest vende?". I just smiled at that and said "palathum orthirikkananu sukham..  appazhanu padma ivide ullathu orthathu.. onnu kaanam ennu thonni.. athanu vannathu..". "Padma irikkoo" I continued. She sat on the other chair.. and our chat continued for sometime .. regarding her health, treatment.. comforts here.. vasu's call.. and so on.

During the chat, I was visually scanning her allover, and she realised that. She was very receptive to all my gestures. Slowly, I woke up, and moved to the door. Looking at Padma, I closed the door, very slowly, and without making any sound. Padma stood up.. and looked very nervous. But she didnot make any resistance... as if she agrees to my intentions. Yeah.. that was the message.

For over half an hour, I was with Padma. We had a very good play. She enjoyed it well, and I too. During the play, I told her that I would like her to be with thaar at home. She agreed to do that.  Since I had to  get back to my room (before Remani senses the activities), I left her room in a hurry, with an invitation to come to my room in the night. "Ayyo..Uma ariyum ..." was her excited reply. "Njan vilikkaam, appol vannaal mathi" I said, and I went out. Back in my room, I realised that I left my konakam in Padma's room. And I am not sure, whether Remani did smell anything atall !

Beauty is skin deep

Uma is extremely fair. Light orange…. almost orange.. rose-like … very fair … white .. May be these all terms may not exactly convey her complexion. But Uma is very very fair in complexion. That’s why the scars on her face looks very dark and black. The dark scars (many, big and small !) on the cheeks make Uma’s face a bit dark. Moreover, the thin pale hairs above her lips make a dark tint there. Added to that is her raised teeth line.
Uma says, her father is not worried about her looks (means she is worried of ). He wants her to get married, somehow. She is aware that her facial imperfections are the deterrent to the prospective boys. Infact, many boys had come and seen her. When all other factors agree, her facial beauty became the lone disagreement. What to do ? She says, “I know, I an not beautiful. I can live with it. I can’t complain with anyone”. 
Not everyone can be beautiful like ‘Aiswarya Bachan’. But everyone can make attempts to make themselves look beautiful. That’s what most of the men and women do. I had many detailed chats with Uma about how to go about her issue. I know what best can be done. She agreed to those suggestions. That’s how she approached an ortho-dontist. Now that her teeth lines are better (with the treatment / corrective measures over an year ) , she became better confident. To my next suggestion, Uma recently agreed to visit a Dermatologist. She’ll be starting the course of treatment for correcting the facial black spots, acne, pimples, scars and hair line below the lips. She was to commence the treatment today (July 25). But Uma is shy now, since her Kunjamma is here, and says that she will start the treatment once Kunjamma returns.
I told her not to bother for her Kunjamma or father in this matter (Afterall, they did not make any attempt to make Uma look good ). Uma is better confident now. She says “Maamma, you are making me look good, and you make me feel good. I know, you like me ..you love me… that’s why I love you too. I’m indebted to you, and so I’ll be with you for ever.. unless you throw me out !” .
This clarity of thoughts, this emotional response, makes me pulled to Uma, like a magnetic pull. When she said these comments, I was emotional. And she gave me a soft and long kiss on my forehead, before she left my room.
 

East and West, New and Old

Uma has conflicting looks. On many occassions, she looks very modern; New and East.

She likes New and West too; the influence of the Internet and TVs.

But at home, she prefers the Old and East. That's how she keeps the traditional values.

May be Old and West is alien to her.

But, that's not my point today. She does funny sometimes. Yesterday morning, before my going to office, Uma came in to my room. As I told you, she makes surprise visits and quits quick, these days. She had an interesting costume. She was wearing a school uniform. A black and red check  frock, and white shirt. She looked like a school girl. Fancy dress ?

"What's all this " I asked her. "I am a school girl.. How do you like me now ?" she replied.

"I wish you really are !  Its a good fit for you" I continued. "Whose stuff is this ?"

I knew she was stitching school uniform for one of our colony girls. When it's ready, Uma wore that and showed me. that's all !

Konakam for all !

Uma laughed and laughed..  Just by seeing some of the pictures in a group site. She's excited to see more.

It's about Konakam. Very good.. I think I've to subscribe. I've the link below, copied from the group site.

Click to join konakam

But Uma commented : "if they think males only wear konakam, that's a mistake. Girls also have it. Yes, even now.. but may not be in the cities ! Go to village areas, there are many girls and ladies with that !!

That's not a news to me, though. But how to get some pictures of that  ?

New fashions - Kapri

Uma showed me that. Oh God, what a dress !  So sexy, I couldn't resist staring at Rini.

Yesterday ( that's Monday) evening, while I had a relaxed session (ofcourse,  spirited evening ! ), Uma came in. She was in a hurried mood and tone. She told me to follow her to the north side balcony, and I obeyed. There, she showed me a scene. Rini, my neighbor girl, (fatty and sexy) was on their terraced balcony. She was walking slowly, end to end of the balcony. She had a tight fitting black Kapri and a tight white T shirt (with red and black prints). The big butts, dome shaped ... The booms.. as if she is carrying a jack fruit in her T shirt ... Oh.. the tightness gave me a feel of spark in my balls.. Uma looked at me and was laughing .. the way in which I was looking at Rini and gulping the saliva..  I said : "Uma, shall I go there and meet Rini now ?". Uma replied:"Yes, if you dare.. ".

Uma knows me well ; she knows for sure that I won't do that. 

I had my cam phone with me, and I took a few snaps. I am sorry, Uma doesn't agree to post them here. She says, that's unfair. So, I don't dare to post them. 

Back in my room,  I had a chat with Uma, and on recent fashions. Kapri is a new trend. Even the 'aunties' are with Kapri and T shirts at home !  As I hinted once, the fashions are becoming more and more sexy. they reveal more and more. Yeah.. fashions approaches nudity. Garments are not for covering the nudity, but to enhance nudity, making more sexy.

Uncles and Aunties

Uma has clarity of thinking. That's why she answers very clearly and to the point.

Yesterday, Sunday, I had a two minutes chat with Uma. These days, I have restricted my chats with Uma to only a few minutes, and only a few occassions. Frequent and long chats may put others in a problem (Not us !).

"Rini and uncle have a nice time now.. look at their balcony.. " Uma told me. When I looked at them, Rini was with her maternal uncle, standing on the balcony.. and chatting.. Their movements were like a newly wedded couple.

"You too can be like Rini.. "I told Uma. "No No.. " Uma nodded.

"But you are so inside this house, not outside ! ?". Uma smiled .

"Why are the girls so fond of their uncles ?" I asked her. Before she answered, I've put another. "Why are the boys so fond of aunties?" .

Immediately came her answer : "Safest ! All beneficial and safe !".

Uma continued with her explanations and I was listening. Uma's justification on these relationships are quite convincing.

No misunderstandings, by others.

Convienient to move close.

Uncles bears all the expenses.

Uncles are so submissive, girls can dictate activities.

Uncles are usually experienced in the art .

Uncles are good slaves for the girl.

For the boys, aunties too are like this.

That's why uncles and aunties are good friends for the girls and boys !

Visitor in my bedroom

Uma, on Saturday,  had a full day programme in her Institure. In the morning, she had practical sessions on the Computer, and in the afternoon, she had a test. She was back by 5.30 in the evening.

I had returned home by 2.30 pm, on that day. Pai picked Padma from the doctor's place, and then picked me from my office. Thus, we both reached home together by around 2.30 pm.  I had my lunch straight away. Remani, infact, was waiting for me. She likes to take her food after I am given. That's a good lady's (wife's) way ! Remani used to be near me (if no other lady is at home), while I take my food. That's why I love to get Remani's company for food too.

After the lunch, I went to my room, and planned for a nap. So, after removing all my dress, I wore a lungi (and ofcourse with my lovely inner companion), and put myself on the bed. I had my laptop on the bed, and so I opened my remote eyes , all of them. Yeah.. Remani in the Kitchen... Padma is not seen in her room (must be in the bath)  ...  and Pai was taking his lunch. Nothing interesting, and so I closed my eyes. I was now thinking about my office activities ... and so on...

"Chettan urangiyo ? "  I heard a feeble voice .. I raised my head and looked around. Yeah, there she was.. Padma at the door, with a smile. I woke up and sat on the bed. "Padma varoo" I invited her in a similar tone. I was confused as to what's Padma's idea of coming to me now. She didnot come in, but took a position right at the door. I wanted to break the silence and start a transaction. "Where's Remani ?" I asked. "She's there in the kitchen" Padma answered.  "Vasu vilicho ?" I enquired. "Yes, yesterday evening he called" Padma responded immediately. I wanted her to continue. But she was as if to answer my questions. I kept quiet, with a cool smile. After a long pause, Padma broke the silence and said softly.. "Njan koodi vannathu Chettanu prayasamaayo ento ?".

"Why ? Why ? Enta angane chodichathu ?" I asked.

"I know it is very difficult to manage guests for so long periods.. and you are alone here .. so, you may find it difficult to manage.. and are you losing your privacy ?" She put many things at a stretch.

I woke up from my bed and went to the table and sat on the chair, facing her. " No No.. I am happy with people like you here. Afterall, both of you, Uma and you , are not strangers to me. You know my relationship with Vasu ? We ate together, slept together, studied together, and so we have no barriers between us. Then how can his wife and daughter be just guests to me". I paused, staring at her face. She wanted to say something, but I continued.. "When you are here, I feel I am with my family. You are my sister in law.. Uma is my niece.. " I wanted to fill a bit of emotions to impress her. I think that worked well. "Still, I am scared whether you are losing your privacy at home, in my presence" Padma said, looking at me and smiling.

"Nothing of that sort. Please feel at home here.. you can tell me anything.. please feel free to ask me anything you need.." while telling this to Padma, I could not resist looking at her up and down. She was in a mundu and blouse, and had a thorthu as a shawl. I invited her to sit against me "Irikkoo.." and I showed my hands at the opposite chair. She, reluctantly it seemed to me, came in and sat on the chair opposite me. It clicked to me.. yeah .. she's submissive.

I  looked at her, allover. Her light green blouse is transparent enough to tell me that she is not wearing a bodice or bra.  Now I cant see what's inside her white double mundu.

We chatted for a few minutes. Then she woke up from her chair, and went to the walls, to see my family photos. I have three of them on the wall, now opposite to me. Padma was closely watching them and kept on asking me particulars. While answering her, my eyes were massaging her back. Now I can see clearly, she has nothing inside her mundu. No paavada, no thaar, no panties !

When she turned back, I was looking at her butts, and I didnot shift my eyes. She got what I am doing. And so, she tried to pull the tips of her mundu and shawl. Yeah that's the message.

She slowly moved out to the door, and while turning to me said "Njan pinne varaam".

""Varanam.. Namukku... " I didn't complete that. And Padma went down the stairs.

Thankamma Akkan

Uma interviewed Thankamma, before sending her to me.

Thankamma, our old maid servant, came today morning. She asked me for a financial help. Too large a sum for me to spare now! I told her that I shall give a small amount. That would take care of her immediate requirements partly.

Uma was not happy with my 'daanam'. After all, she is not aware of my relationship with Thankamma akkan. During the 70s, Akkan used to be my aide for my bodily pleasures. She was so kind to me, Akkan used to open up any time I wish.

Now that she is not with us, and over these years, Akkan have changed, like I too did. At this age of about 70, Akkan depends on her son for her livelihood. She must have a compelling reason to ask my help. I shall try to do my best. Let's see.

Thar desert is smiles away

Uma , yesterday, asked me a question. Where does a mile start and end?

I could not answer this right away. She then showed me these pictures ( from the same magazine).

Vow.. How beautiful SMILES !

And then she asked me another naughty question. "There is a desert in me . Where is it ?"

Yeah, this is fine.. It clicked me instantly. But I asked "Where ?". She gave me a clue : "Its a holy place. A  Ganges starts here.. ".

"No.. I don't know" I said . She gave me a clue more. "Thick thorny bush grows here". While I shown her I am confused, I dragged her on to my lap. Holding her with my left hand, I put my right hand under her mundu...  opened it and grabbed her thaar. "This is the desert" I said.

And I said " It hides a holy place, and bush grows in".  She smiled and pulled out from my lap. "Thar is just a smile away !" she said.

Curves

Uma pinched me on my thighs. Yesterday morning , I was going through a Womens' magazine. It had a few excellant advertisements , of a saree shop. The models.. wow.. what beautiful curves .. hip and belly.. I was almost forgotten .. These pictures sparked erotic thoughts in me.. Uma came in then, for briefing on the progress of life !! I showed her the pictures, and the she commented :     " Look at the the real ones Maamma..". I suddenly caught her hips ..  and pulled in. She, pulling herself out, pinched on my thighs..

As Uma suggested, I have the pictures for you to have a look.. But do you get any spark with these ?

Orange girl

Uma , with her Kunjamma, had been to the temple early in the morning, yesterday. Being 1st Karkkidakam, its auspicious to visit the temple and pray with offerings . They had been to our Krishna temple.

At about 6.15 am, Uma came to my room. She had a large cup of tea with her, for me. That's unusual. Uma is well aware that I am used to black coffee in the morning. However, she's with me with the XL cup of tea. I was on my bed, waiting for my morning gift.  (You must be knowing what it is !). As  she came in, I woke up and sat on the bed. Wow.. what  am I seeing.. Orange girl in bright red ! Orange girl wearing a red and white kurta. Top bright red..and bottom white with red and gold handiwork, over the sides (thighs).  She is shining. She stood in front of me.. Surprised, I was scanning all over her. Beautiful she is and looks too.

There were no wrinkles or stains.. tells that its new.  Excellent fitting... tells Uma herself made it !

"Maamma.. have you not seen me earlier ? You are looking at me so wonder stuck..  " Uma called me to the present. "Uma... you look very beautiful.. this dress matches you well.. where did you get this.. I have n't seen it here... ?" I asked her.

"Aaah.. my father brought three churidars ... I just sized them up.. is this good ?"

"Fantastic " I said. "Matches well with the color ..".  She gave me the tea, and said "Maamma, I am taking Kunjamma too to the temple. Are you aware that today is Karkkidakam First ?".

"Yeah.. but how do you go ?" I asked her. "Pai uncle is already here to take us " she said.

And they went to the temple, and then they left Padma at the clinic. Uma returned home.

My thoughts on Uma, were violent. How come this girl (lady ?) still not married.. I know she is not inclined to marriage, and even any proposals !  She probably finds her saviour in me. Ok, that's fine for me. But, a girl of 30 living with a man of 56 ! This won't be acceptable to her family .. and even our society !  How to change that ?

I remember, I had, at many occassions, discussed this issue with Uma. She is firm and won't yield to any marriage proposals. At all those occassions, she concluded the discussions with " I am happy to live here.. with you..  like this.. I don't need to get married... Don't you like to allow me to be with you, forever ?" . How can I say "No" to this girl ...  ?  I am still confused ! However, I am determined to like my 'orange girl' (or love my orange !).

Is 'like' different from 'love' ?

I've a lot more to tell you on the last nights. I keep my remote eyes open all through the night.

Today morning, Thankamma (our home maid during the 80s ) was here. She wanted to meet me. She left a message with Remani, that she will be back tomorrow morning.  What for ? May be, for some money. Well, I can't guess it now.

Stamina - Neighbor's envy

Uma showed me an advertisement in yesterday's newspaper. It's very interesting. On seeing this, I asked Uma : "How about my battery?". She instantly bounced ".. a bit old, but holds charge ". And with a pose, she continued : " Holds just enough charge ....".

I told myself : Managing one's own battery is very important.. Recharging timely and appropriately is a must.. And must be careful in releasing the charge. With a low charge, going slow is always better ! Don't connect to overloads !! Uma is not an overload, may be she knows how to keep it light !

Before going into Tuesday's drama, see the ad pictures for yourself.. and enjoy the hidden devil. Thanks Onida.....

Sunday night

Uma was very cautious... She was careful in making any move.. Kunjamma was with her, in the same bed.

Sunday night,  on their going to bed, Uma put off the lights, leaving the bed lamp on. She knows, that's enough for my eyes in her room. On the bed, a big sized doble cot, both of them were lying at an end each. No talk.. no movements.. Uma lying side ways.. Kunjamma lying flat facing up. Hey.. how long will I wait for something, if at all it happen. Don't you think I am a fool to keep myself awake, with out any use.  Yeah.. that's what happened.  The only good thing was, early morning at 5, when Uma woke up, I was awake (got the usual 5 am buzz ). Hurriedly, I put on my PC, and clicked on my eyes. Yeah.. Uma is already in the bath room.. Kunjamma is lying flat up, at the middle of the cot, and sleeping. But nothing inspiring ! I put off the Pc, and went to bed again. Within minutes, I heard Uma walking up the stairs.. and she threw me the gift.

Let me hope for more useful actions in the days to come. I must tell Uma to act accordingly.

Unusual gift

Uma was very busy in the morning on Monday. She was on the sewing machine, right from early morning, and till almost the lunch time. On Sunday, she had to say "sorry" to two of her clients (girls in the neighbourhood !) Having promised to return thier churidaars stiched by Sunday, and having not completed the work, she had failed in her duty. Everyone must be prompt in their work - that's what I've been telling this girl. But I know, Uma used to be very punctual and prompt, and delivers her work right in time. But you know, she was otherwise very busy, and that made her slip her promptness.

Monday morning, by 7 AM, Pai was ready. Padma was to go to the doctor's place for commencing her ayurvedic treatment. When I came out, at about 7.15, Uma was busy instructing Pai and her Kunjamma (Yes instructing Kunjamma !) , about the time schedules. She told them to be back by 1.30, so that she can go for the practical classes. Earlier, Uma told me that she would go by bus to the Institute. But, I insisted her not to go by bus, and to go by our car. She was too happy.

Remani reached our home by 6.30 am. Uma, in the early morning, made breakfast (Idly and chutney.. what else , so fast !) . Remani got into action straight immediately then.

Poor lady.. she does everything for me.. Yeah, I'll take care of her, and she knows that well .

Later, Uma told me that Padma had her light breakfast. Pai did not take anything, for want of time. I told her to take care of that.. and no one should go without their food. I asked her to talk to Remani and do the necessary. She must have done that.

I didnot go to office. I called Annie and told her to take care. "Yes sir" she made fun of me. These girls you know .. are very funny ! I had my plans to reinstall my virtual eyes. And I did that. Now, two eyes are in Uma's bed room.

At about 12, I went in to Uma's room. She was stiching a blouse. "How come a blouse now ? " I asked. "For Kunjamma.. " she replied. "She brought only two blouses, thinking that they'll be returning in a day or two.". Now that she has to be here for over a month, she is in need of atleast a couple of blouses and bodice more. Sarees are available.. Uma's. Blouse bits, white cotton for bodice, paavadas and panties are already bought (on saturday, when they were returning after their trip.) . That's why Uma was busy making blouses and bodice.

Padma came back at abt 1.20, and Uma was getting ready to go to the Institute. Pai took his lunch hurriedly. By 1.45, Uma left for her classes. After lunch, I went in to my room. and my PC was on. I clicked on my virtual eyes, and both eyes were active. But no one was in their room.

Monday morning was very unique. Because, I got a unique gift right in the early morning.., by about 5.15 am. Uma came in to my room, thrown the gift on to my face, and left immediately to the kitchen. The fragrance of her ...... its not her thaar mundu today, but her panty . Yeah, yesterday night, she didnot change her dress, but went to sleep with her churidar and panty on.

I decided to tell her, to ensure the thaar in the night.. and the gift must come in the morning.

Naughty again ...Papaya and Konakam

Uma showed me some more of the naughty pictures she took on Sunday.

Here are a few, among many she had.

Pappaya is well known to you. See these two pictures. Seeing them, I commented :"Good photos, You are a nature lover ?". She replied : "Yes..  certainly..  I see a very natural one..  a similarity .. in these pictures...".

"What's that ? " I asked. "That looks like my grand mother's boobs !", she said.

Wow.. these papayas... hanging boobs ! That's very interesting. Isn't it ?

Another picture is a piece of cloth on a chair in my dressing (corner of my bedroom). "Hey..  why you want to show this ?' I asked. "That's an erotic element ... very interesting ... arousing..".

That's what normally I have, the inner one, while at home.

Shifting places and other events

Uma, you know, is always my centre of activities. I keep concentrating on her.. every movement of her.. every moment of her. That's why I was quite active in the evening on Sunday.

Yesterday, as I told you, was eventful. Vasu left for his home town by train; Remani decided to get back her home, and not staying at night; and Changes in positions of the remaining.

Yeah, I accompanied Uma and Padma while they were shifting Padma's baggage and other personal artifacts from the upper bedroom (where she was for the last four nights, with Vasu) to Uma's bedroom (in the ground floor). Remani was Uma's room-mate for these days. Sunday evening, she too left for home (to return on Monday morning). I am lonely in my floor now ! My remote eye in the other bedroom is of no use now on. Ok, let me see how Uma handles the new situation. I am sure she'll do it very nicely.

It was Uma's decision to shift kunjamma to her bedroom. May be she would like to show the "properness" (?) of arrangements. Is it improper for Padma to sleep in a bedroom next to mine ? I am sure, Uma would answer 'No". Would Padma object to being there? Here too the answer would be a 'No'. But to satisfy the "properness", Uma did it all. May be, Padma too would like this arrangement.

Remani left in the evening, just before dusk. Pai returned from Rly Station and was with me for some time ( He likes to gulp a peg, which I used to give him in private). Uma and Padma were in their bedroom.

As usual, at about 9 pm, Uma came to call me for dinner. She came in, and was talking a bit loud to me.. as if to say others that there's no secrets.. ( is it ? ). However, I told her in low voice, to do her best, in the night. She understood that I am interested to watch not only Uma, but Padma too. My virtual eye in her room is almost a permanent installation.

In the night, after ten, these ladies were chatting continuously.. about her father, the treatment, and about me too. However, after the long wait, by 11, things started happening. Uma looked at my eye there, and winked at me. It was time for them for a wash, before going to bed.

Uma was with a churidar, and without the shawl. She went to the bath room. Kunjamma was with her saree. She started changing ..... (stripping).. saree first, then blouse, paavada, ....and there's nothing inside... and then her bodice. .... , and took a mundu lying on the bed. She wore the mundu.. and now have the mundu and blouse only; like last day. I know that's her night dress. She was ready for her wash.

Uma came out of the bath room, and seeing kunjamma in the changed dress, was surprised. She looked at the cam and smiled at me. She was stroking her right hand (palm) on the left hand middle finger.. Oh she tells me to .... . Oh God, what's this girl (to me she is ) up to ? Uma didn't change her dress, and went on to the bed. Oh.. She's not going to show me off .. may be she has other good intentions .. Let me hope so !

Innovations in life by Innolator

Uma didnot attend her Computer classes for the last few days, for various reasons. I've not been very critical about it. However, last day, I expressed my displeasure on the way she takes things so light. She was receptive, as she clearly understood that what I am doing is for her good future. So, she accepted my firings . She apologised for the lack of seriousness, and took immediate steps to continue the studies. She talked over the phone, to the Institute, regarding the next sessions. She was told that the practical sessions are scheduled, and would commence on 14th. She requested them to put her in the afternoon batch, and was agreed to by them. She agreed to me that she would be attending all classes from Monday (today !). I asked her to inform Pai accordingly for her trip to the Institute, and back, on all days.

Yesterday (Sunday) was very eventful. Vasu left for his home in the A/N. He was not very happy to leave his wife here, but the need of the hour was to leave her here. He didn't have any other option before him. Uma did an excellent job of confidence building on her father. Moreover, my discussions with him and Padma yielded good results, Vasu took the right decision. Pai took him to the Rly Stn, and he boarded the 5.15 pm train. When he left home, I heard him telling Padma, to call him everyday, and keep informed of all that's happening. Padma said "Yes".

In the evening, Remani came to my room and had a short chat with me. She wanted to make changes to her timetable. She asked me whether she can get back home in the evening, without staying here over night. She can come early in the morning. She also pointed out the fact that Uma can manage the evening requirements, as Remani will keep everything necessary done, before she leaves. Moreover, Padma too can help little bit, though she has the arthritic problems. I was confused at the dicision. I said, let's talk to Uma. Remani suddenly asked me " why Uma ? You can take the decision. I am indebted to you, and not to Uma." .. she continued.. and said "Is Uma the mistress of this house ? ". I was again confused, and shocked. I was unable to take a decision. I got up from my seat, went to the door, and closed it. I went to Remani, and caught her by her hands.. and ... .. and slowly said .. " You are my mistress... but I can't show it off.. You know well I like Uma too. Please don't feel that you are secondary to me. No, Never !". Remani smiled at me and said "I'll take whatever you decide and tell me to do." . She went back to the kitchen.

After a few minutes, I called Uma and told her about Remani's requirement. Uma didnot object to my decision to agree to Remani. And later, I told Remani to do as she likes, but keep Uma informed of all matters. I gave her not just a warm smile, but two 1K notes too. I know she needs money to take care of her sons.

Fortunately, Pai didn't demand any changes. He is ready to take care of all my car needs, and some of my other personal needs (like visiting the Beverages Corporation store !). Pai was told about the plans from Monday.

Innolator must be an innovator too ! So I am. The Innovator innovates his own life and also his society's. That's what I am trying to do.

Eureka .. Eureka.. Discoveries

Uma, today morning, (in her provoking settumundu), while serving my breakfast at 7 am, asked me “Did you see something ?” . I could only just smile and nod my head in affirmative. But I really wanted to shout …. “Eureka ……. Eureka ….. Eureka…. ‘Njan kandu…Njan kandu’ … “.

My virtual eyes showed me many interesting things. I made a few discoveries yesterday night ! All regarding Uma’s Kunjamma and father.

I am talking about Padma. That’s Uma’s Kunjamma. (Her full name is Padmakumari )

I did tell you regarding my remote eyes in our guest bedroom. That helped me spend my time .. a lot of time at night. That helped me discover many things about Padma. And my discoveries are that :

* Padma is medium built and light tan in complexion .

* She is medium sized (34? or 32, must be A or B size, not C ) and are built.

* She has a big ‘maruku’ on her right breast ( almost the size of her nipple)

* She has a white long scar (may be 3inches long) on her right thigh.

* Her belly is almost flat (unlike the bulging belly of the middle aged ladies).

* She has dark and long ..... hairs (unshaven !) covering her .....

* She wears a ‘bodice’ (of the tying type) and not the modern strapped bra.

* She wears a panty (while outdoors), and not thaar.

* She is not skilled in wearing the saree ( the fit is not right ).

* Her blouses are improperly stitched.

* Her butts are really globe-like and projects well.

* She needs sex and is very excited to; Vasu is not that excited.

* She likes to sleep plain (without any undergarments, and with mundu and blouse only)

* She likes Uma being here (and being away from home).

And above all,

* Padma is very concerned about her own looks.

May be, these are my main observations (discoveries). Let me see what more I can discover in the coming days.

The coming days are going to be exciting for me . That’s because, Padma will be here for another 3 to 4 weeks. Yesterday, after the review of test results, doctor advised her to take a course of treatment. That requires going to the hospital everyday in the morning, and returning (may be) by about 2 pm, and for 21 days continuous. Vasu was undecided, as to what to do. In the evening, he talked to me about his problem. I told him “That’s simple. Leave her here. Uma’s here; and we have all necessary facilities. I’ll make necessary arrangements”. Vasu was happy as regards the treatment plan and her stay here, but he had to go back…. for his business activities. I told him not to worry,  and proceed, and we’ll take care. Finally during dinner time, he decided to go back, leaving Padma here. Uma was confused. I told Uma, in presence of all, to take care of her Kunjamma. I promised her all necessary support. Afterall, Remani and Pai are here , with assistance. Uma smiled at me.. as if she understood my interests.

Bugging guests

Uma feels very happy to have her father here. But not regarding her kunjamma. I’ve, last day, specifically reminded Uma, not to express any displeasure on her while they are here. She agreed. May be that, she is slowly improving her mood; and that’s visible. She now talks well and smiles during the chat with her Kunjamma. I am sure, Kunjamma too would have realized the situation !

Remember, Vasu and his wife came here on Wednesday evening. On Thursday morning, Vasu and Kunjamma went to the doctor. Uma accompanied them. Ofcourse, it was Pai who had taken them there, in the car.

By the way, I didn't tell you much about Pai. He is a nice person. He’s like a family member to us now. He is a retired government employee, dependable and honest.

Vasus and Uma were back home, after consultation, by evening, all bearing a happy mood. Uma came to me and told that they had been to our Ganapathy temple, on their return from the Doctor. Later in the evening, Vasu was with me for over three hours. We had a very detailed discussion on family matters, and the treatment that would follow now.

I hope you remember that Uma is an Antharjanam, as her mother is a Nampoothiry lady (she is no more). Her kunjamma, however, is a Nair lady. Uma is not generally very ‘caste-conscious’, but she reminds me off her kunjamma’s “achi” status. Achi is the usual term referring to being a Nair lady. And, achi means wife. Uma sees her kunjamma (step-mother) as ‘achi of his father’ only. She conveniently forgets that her father is a Nair. That’s what I’ve been trying to change. On many an occasion, I’ve reminded and advised Uma to see and treat Kunjamma as her own (or atleast equivalent to ) her own mother. Uma , however, has certain ill feelings over her kunjamma. May be, I can reduce the level of her anger, and can make their (both) life better. Uma keeps telling me all silly reasons to look at her like an enemy. But, I am sure, over these two days (Thursday and Friday) things have changed a lot.

Yesterday (Friday) night, during our chat (over spirits), Vasu mentioned to me that he sees a major change in Uma’s behaviour. Attitudes, in general, and towards him and his wife, have changed a lot. He pointed out that ‘expression of her happiness, through smiles’ clearly shows the positive change in Uma. He thanked me for influencing Uma, for a better change. I smiled and said : “it’s all god decided, not mine “. In fact, I was feeling better, on his words. But, had I been not over spirits, I would have become hyper tensed.. You know there are sufficient reasons for me to be tensed, and afraid of. Thank god, my ‘innocent relationship’ is god decided.

Today morning, while I was on my breakfast, Uma came to me . I asked her (in a very low voice) “How’s your achi ?”. She smiled at me and said, in a very low tone , : “You are watching everything … and you are asking me .. Kochu kallaa .. “. What she was referring is about my ‘virtual eyes’ in their bed room.

On Friday morning, I could plant my remote eyes in their room.

The guests were on a trip to some of the city temples and the beach. So, practically they were not at home in the whole of afternoon. Uma did not accompany them. Pai took them out, with my instructions to take them where ever they want. In the afternoon, I reached home very early. I got sometime to chat with Uma, and had a good time with her.. she was scared though.. that they may come at anytime.. I expressed my wish to bug Vasu’s room. Uma, happily agreed.. and she assisted me in replanting two of my wireless cameras in the upper bedroom (which Vasus are occupying). Uma’s room is in the ground floor, next to the dining. Of the two bed rooms in the first floor, one is always for the guests (the other is mine !). The bugging installation was over in an hour. Remani happened to see my work, and asked me about that. I gave a convincing reply that the lights and fans seem to make some problem, and I am checking them out. Remani is not aware of my virtual eyes. The only other person aware of this is Uma. I’ve shown all my four virtual eyes, planted at various locations (including one in her bed room and one in the kitchen) to Uma. She must be enjoying.. that she is being seen .. in all her moments and moods… and that too by someone she loves ! I told you, she loves to be seen.. and so has the instincts of exhibitionism.

At the dining table, to my query on her achi, Uma didn’t answer. She made a naughty comment referring to my virtual eyes. She is right. I’ve been watching my guests in their room. Yeah.. there were many interesting views and disclosures, making me feel more innocent. The views, and not any actions, in the night were inspiring. I am eagerly awaiting tonight !

They are here !

Uma had a sigh of relief. That's today morning. She was so stressed that a volcano would errupt ! But nothing happened.. Everything's as cool as it should be ! Vasu and his wife reached us yesterday.

Pai was so punctual, he came at 4 pm. After his routine checkup and cleanup, ( and chat with our kitchen), he took the car to the railway station. Yeah, Uma went to the station to receive them. I didn't go.. I've spent the time at my office. However, I was home by 6.30pm. ( I wanted to see the serial in the Amritha TV.. Aranazhika neram.. at 7 in the evening ! ).  They reached home by 8 pm , as the train was late by an hour.

After watching the serial, I thought of having a 'small'. Yeah , I had two 'smalls' between 7.30 and 8, before their arrival. When the car reached our gate, Remani gave me a signal as to their arrival. I decided to receive them right at the entrance. So, I went to the car park (garage) to receive them. Vasu was so happy to be with me. On getting down from the car, he came to me and embraced.. an old friend reinforcing the friendship...  I responded in the same manner. Uma took the lead to introduce her Kunjamma. She came to me and said "Maamma... this is my Kunjamma....  You haven't seen her earlier , I know ...". Kunjamma smiled at me and I too responded with a smile. I invited them in. Remani was at the drawing room... and they came in.

Kunjamma, looked different, certainly beyond my imagination. My image about Kunjamma was that of a stout tall tough lady. But I am wrong... She is lean and short, beautiful and soft spoken lady. She has a large circular bright face ... a large red bindi ('pottu') adorns that. Looks great... grand. And she, with a pale complexion, is beautiful. But I think her sense of color is poor; she was wearing a mismatch in colors. I'll talk to Uma on that ...

I shall tell you more later... Await !!!

We are our problems

Uma was waiting for me. I could reach home only by 2.30 pm (I am talking about Tuesday). I went straight to the dining, for lunch. She joined me on the table. We had lunch (Rice, sambar, rasam, more, achaar.. what else !). She was sitting quiet, but looking at me frequently, as if waiting for me to open the talk, but quite impatient. “Uma , why are you so dull ? “ I asked. “You are not telling me anything.. I am scared” she said. “For what? “ I continued. “What will they feel ?” she put an incomplete question. I got her mind, and decided to give her a comforting answer. She is confused and scared as to whether her father and kunjamma would sense our ‘intimate interactions’.

With a pause, I told her : “When they are here, behave very cautiously. Keep a distance when you talk to me, and transact the least. Rest you leave to me. I’ll take care.”.

She was listening to me, looking at my face. “Don’t be afraid of anyone. You are a mature and bold girl. And you already made up your mind about how you want to be yourself”. She looked more confused. So, I put in a question to her. “Uma, are you thinking of a marriage ?”. “No, I’ll be with you Mamma for ever” she quickly replied.

“If you have made up your mind, then its fine. But you have a bright future, with marrying someone.. and settling” I said, blunt at her. “No. maamma, you promised me to be with me… for ever… then why all this talk?” She was hurt it looked. “That’s still and for ever right. But your father should not know this now. And that’s what exactly important now”.

We continued our analysis of the immediate problem. We took a final resolution to be “ being just a Maammen to her and being the niece to me”. We finished our chat, and I got up to the wash. Suddenly, Uma asked me “will Remany chechi create any problem.. in her words.. or ..”. “No, I’ll talk to her.. to be very cautious ... she is my lady you know well !”.

In the evening, I went to the kitchen, looking for Remani. She was in the courtyard, watering the plants. I went to her. “Entaa chetta….” she was so sweet in welcoming me there. I talked to her about our domestic matters and about her personal matters. And ofcourse about the guests and Uma’s concerns.

neither Uma, nor anyone of you know Remani. True.. Remani is my first love ! She came to my family as a home maid, at the age of 14; when I was 19. Our love life was with many tornadoes, and earthquakes.. and hide and seek. Destiny didn’t allow us to be together, for many years.. But the same destiny made us together since the last four years. But not as life partners. Remani knows me well, and I know her well too. She knows everything about me … and even my relationship with Uma. She loves me so much, and takes even my sins. I am Remani’s guardian now.

I am sure, regarding Uma’s concerns, Remani won’t make any problem at all. And I confirmed that with Remani. However, I reminded her to be very cautious in her talk and interactions with the guests.

See how we create our own problems. Problems are within us !

Oh.. they are coming …. Vasu and his wife.

Waiting for guests

Uma, talked to her father yesterday night. She talked to him for over 30 minutes, about their travel plans, and Kunjamma's treatment requirements. I heard her telling Vasu that "Maammen had talked to the Doctor, for an appointment on Thursday evening".

That's right. I had already fixed an appointment with the Ayurvedic doctor. He is known to me since long. May be, I'll go with them to the doctor, for first consultation.

Today, before my leaving home to office, Uma came to me for a chat. That's at the dining table. She said she had bought out all house-hold requirements ( for guests in mind ). Though I said "good", I was thinking why their visit makes Uma so tensed ? Afterall, its her father and kunjamma. If at all something is short, we can buyout any time and makeup. Uma certainly knows that her father is adjustable to any situations.. that too with me ! I am very firm that Uma must feel good about their stay here. I asked Uma to take cool of things. Uma still looked tense.

Yesterday evening, as promised to Uma, I couldnot chat in detail with her. I returned from office very late. I had some leisure activities with one of my earlier colleagues. That's very important ..isnt it?

That may be why Uma is tensed. While on the breakfast ...idly and sambar ! ... I talked briefly to Uma. But I know Uma is more worried about her relationship with me. She, I am sure, is afraid of someone hinting at the "intimate relationship" to her father. So, I decided to clear her mind off all such concerns. I told her ;" we'll discuss in the afternoon". Immediately she asked me "so, you'll be back for lunch ?". I said "yes". Uma felt happy.. that's why she smiled.

She's waiting for me for lunch. So, I've to get back home by around 2 pm.

Guests arriving

Uma didn't like the way I wrote about her theendary. She says, "that's something not sweet. When I get ill feelings about that, how can one enjoy that ?". I couldn't really get what she meant and wanted me to do. But I go with her, by not writing anything more on theendary. However, I wish to tell you all that, I did enjoy the art of .....  the next day. She was kind enough to participate in the festival.. only for a few minutes !

Yesterday, I had a chat with Uma about Rini's tricks. Throwing the dirty stuff off to the road ... . That's why she just packs the product and throw into our by-lane. May be, she enjoys someone picking the pack and opening and seeing the contents.  Exhibitionism, a kind of, may be a bit perverted too.

.....  Uma may not like inviting larger problem elements.

Yesterday night, Vasu called me.  He has decided to bring his wife (she, it seems, has an arthritis problem) for an ayurvedic consultation here. She may have to be here for a couple of days. I agreed instantly to his suggestion. I said "its nice you took the right decision.. bring her here.. we'll consult the doctor.. and Uma can take care of her  during the stay here".

Later I told Uma about her Kunjamma's visit.  She was not very happy. But on my firm words..  that I must help Vasu..  she agreed. I, jokingly told her ; "It will be a pleasure for me to have your father and Kunjamma here. I'll make that a pleasure for you too".

"How's that" asked Uma. "Don't worry.. I'll show you then", I said. I know Uma won't care much, as Kunjamma is only her father's wife and not her mother.

Today morning, Uma asked me to confirm her Kunjamma's programme. So, then I called Vasu, and asked him about their plan. Uma was right in initiating the programme.  Vasu confirmed his plan.. and they'll be here on Wednesday !

Uma looked worried.. and asked me "Maamma, when they are here, how do we go about?" . I took her concern seriously, and asked her to plan out what's needed. I called Remani and instructed her about 'being hosts for a few days'. She said..  looking and and smiling at us both .. "Don't worry, I'll take care."  I told Uma , to do all those necessary...  and leave the arrangements to Remani... but keep a track.  Let Remani be here all time.. unless she has some urgency at her home. I immediately called Pai (our office driver) to be here from Wednesday morning, and until the guests return. Pai agreed to.

A few minutes back, Uma came to me and said Remani agreed to be here all day long, as long as needed. They are planning to go shopping in the evening. I said "OK".

Uma sat near me ( I was on my Laptop, doing some work for my office). She looked gloomy and was looking at me, as if inviting my full attention on her. "Ooom.. Kya huvaa my girl ? " I jokingly put a Hindi tone. "Maamma, when they are here, how do we go about?".  The same question she asked me a few minutes ago !  Yeah.. I understood what she meant.  I wanted to give her a motivating answer.. to keep her in good mood.. And ofcourse, I couldnot answer straightaway. I said "We'll see.. ",  and with a long pause, "tonight". Uma didn't move.. she sat there looking away.

"Umaaa....."  that's Remani calling her..  it looks Remani is already on her toes to receive the guests.

Theendary

Uma was not in good mood yesterday. She was getting angry with many things.

Yesterday morning, Vasu called me ( Vasu, I hope you remember, is Uma's father). He wanted her to get back to him, as his wife is not well (Uma's step mother). I talked to Vasu for some time, and then called Uma to talk to him. She got wild. "I don't want to talk to anyone. If Kunjamma (that's how she calls her step-mother) is not well, she herself should take care. I am not their servant to take care of anyone". She didn't take the phone, and walked away. I tried to calm her down, and told Vasu on the phone " Uma's not here right now... may be somewhere outside.... I'll ask her to call you later". Vasu hung up the phone.

I went in to the kitchen, looking for Uma. But Remani was there in the kitchen, cooking something. "Where's Uma" I asked Remani. "I don't know Chettaa.. (that's how Remani calls me) , but she was with you now". I didn't respond, and went in to her room. There she was, on her bed. I sat on the bed beside her.. She was looking very tired and weak. I asked her "What's wrong Uma ?".

"No.. Nothing Maamma.. I am not well" she told me in a weak tone. "Tell me what's wrong.. I'll get you the medicine.. Or, shall we go to a doctor ? " I was tensed.

"No..No.. I am alright.. I'll be Ok by tomorrow.. its like that everytime.." I got a clue. I smiled and looked at her dress. She was wearing a short paavada and shirt. ...  She tried to stop my hands.. and nodded her head. "Oh.. its no time to play Maamma.. This's the periodic ritual... I've my theendari.."

I said "OK.. take rest.. tell Remani to take care all.. . tell me when you are feeling better.." and I went out.

Yesterday, I had a lot of work in my office. Being busy for almost all the day, I couldnot keep a track of Uma, and her health. In the evening, I called Uma in her mobile (that's strictly for my private calls.. and is so confidential.. ). She said she is alright. I've asked her to instruct Remani to stay back, and be with Uma.

I reached home by 7.30 pm. Remani was in the sitout, and she did all the routines. Even before asking Remani, she said, with a smile (you know why !) "Uma is fine. She is taking her bath". I didn't respond to that clever comment, and went in to my room.

I've not told you about the Theendari. Theendari (തീണ്ടാരി) is the malayalam word for the monthly "Periods". Uma used to have her (theendari) periods regular, but she is very tired over those three or four days. ............

Ok..fine.. if she likes that, let it be so.. Isn't it ?

I've decided to take her to a doctor, for any possible solution to her tiredness and off-mood during those days.

Hungry tigress

Uma, the hungry tigress, threw her shawl on to the chair, and thrown herself on to the bed  ....

I don't know when we slept.

Next day morning, Uma woke me up at about 7 am. She was in a settumundu then, with her hair tied with a towel.. that's after her bath. Smiling and tapping on my chin, she signed me to get up. I obeyed her.